I understand the consequences to being an addict, but sometimes I feel like I must’ve been a shitty person because things just never seem to fall into place. Again I’m not being completely blameless because sobriety is always the best fix allowing life to progress in a positive productive manner. It’s just the little things that make everything more unbearable. People say karma is a bitch and regardless of all the good I’ve done and continue to try to due, there is still penance to be paid.
