As I sit here an emotional mess, I am all over the place with my thoughts and of them all the main idea is my sobriety. This is scary for me , not because I dont want it but because I dont know if I’m strong enough to do it. One day at a time they say, but it may be a day but it feels like an eternity. I’m ready to just let go and say I give up, and lord I am nothing without you by my side. Who knows where this journey will take me, but I’m ready to finally start being the best me and truly leaving the demons behind me.